THIS IS OFFICIALLY MY VERY LAST XANGA UPDATE!!! IM SORRY LINDS CONFORMITY HAS STOLEN ME FROM YOU! IM GOING TO LEAVE SOME LYRICS THAT MEAN  SOMETHING TOME FOR YOU GUYS AS MY LAST UP DATE!

Shinedown ~Burning Bright

I feel like there is no need for conversation
Some questions are better left without a reason
And I would rather reveal myself than my situation
Now and then I consider, my hesitation
The more the light shines through me
I pretend to close my eyes
The more the dark consumes me
I pretend I'm burning, burning bright
I wonder if the things I did were just to be different
To spare myself of the constant shame of my existence
And I would surely redeem myself in my desperation
Here and now I'll express, my situation
There's nothing ever wrong but nothing's ever right
Such a cruel contradiction
I know I cross the lines its not easy to define
I'm born to indecision
There's always something new some path I'm supposed to choose
With no particular rhyme or reason

bored as shit

. Kissed your cousin: no

. Ran away: no

. Broken someone's heart: not that i kno of

. Been in love:  not yet

. Cried when someone died:yes

. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: yea..i kinda feel like that right now...

. Broken a bone: no

. Lied: yes

. Skipped School: no

WHICH IS BETTER:
. Coke or Pepsi:  pepsi

. Sprite or 7UP: 7UP

. Skittles or M&Ms: skittles

. Flowers or candy: flowers

. Scruff or Clean shaved: hard to choose..i like my men with a lil scruff...just a lil ...like 2 days after they shave...ahhh....i think thats sooo sexy!

. Quiet or Loud: loud

. Bitchy or slutty: neither

. Tall or Short: in a guy it depends

. Pants or Shorts:  pants

WITH THE OPPOSITE :
. What do you notice first: eyes!!!

. Last person you slow danced with:  tim rebert

THE LAST TIME:
. Showered: half hour ago

.brushed ur teeth: after dinner

.Have u ever gotten drunk: no...atleast not yet

WHAT IS?WHO IS (your favorite):
. Your Good Luck Charm:  my cross necklaces

. The Person That Makes You Smile The Most: hmm....all my friends...especially erika, beau, tim.r., nick, tim.e., lynds, crissy, fat-tay!

. Best Thing That Has Happened: my life

. Color: pink/black

. Movie: DIRTY DANCING

. Subject in school: english

. Juice: apple

. Cars: 1967 pontiac gto

. Season: fall

. Breakfast Food: cinnamon toast

. Song: photograph~nickelback and simple man~shinedown

. Favorite food: mexican

. Makes you laugh the Most:  the same group of people that makes me smile the most:all my friends...especially erika, beau, tim.r., nick, tim.e., lynds, crissy, fat-tay!

. Whice one of ur friends make u smile the most: already answered that: all my friends...especially erika, beau, tim.r., nick, tim.e., lynds, crissy, fat-tay!

. Can make you feel better no matter what: lynn, nick, tim.r.

. Has A Crush On You: i hope it who i wish it was...bout i really doubt that :(

. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: yes!

. Gives you A Funny Feeling When You See Them: the guy i like

DO YOU EVER:
. Sit by the phone waiting for a phone call all night: no

. Save AOL conversations:no

. Save Emails: yes

. Wish you were someone else: for a day

. Wish you were a member of the opposite : for a day

BEST:
. Hairstyle: down

.Body spray: idk

. Perfume: nollie (thanx erika!)

HAVE YOU:
. Fallen for your best friend?:  no

. Been in love?: not yet

. Used someone?:  no

. Cheated on someone?:  no

. Done something you regret?: yes

WHO's THE LAST PERSON IN THE WORLD....
. Youd talk to?:  idk

. Youd hug?: idk

. Youd instant message?: idk

. Youd yell at? ...i know who...

OTHER INFO:
. Color your hair?redish

.Have a boyfriend/girlfriend? no

. Own a webcam? no

. Ever get off the damn computer?  sometimes

Have you/do you/are you...
. Stolen anything? no

. Smoke? no

. Schizophrenic? no

. Panic? yes

. Confused bout who u luv? not confused about who i love, but confused aboutt he guy i like...

hey hey hey ya'll